i was so uptight with this drawing. i can see that now, and i felt it the moment my pen hit the page. i was trying to draw in such an ordered way. it felt rigid, which matched my mood that day. i was stressed out with a tough decision i had to make, feeling like there was no clear answer of what i should do.. i felt tense and tight in my body, boxed into an uncomfortable situation. as soon as i started to draw, i felt my markings were also tight and boxed in. it wasn't until i spilled some water on the page that i actually loosened the f up and remembered i dont hafta worry so much! sometimes there is no right answer and that is okay! this drawing reminded me to chill the f out sometimes and quit being control freak.